Many times I get myself so busy in my life that I often forget to take the time to just enjoy the wonderful moments in my life. I am sure that part of this is just me staying busy so that I can lessen the hurt that comes into my life when I start thinking about Dayna. I love and miss him sooo much. I know he is our angel watching over us and guiding us in our lives. Its just that I miss not having him here with us. There is still such a piece of my life that is still missing so much. I know it takes time to heal and that these things can't be rushed. Each of us in our own time will heal and move forward into a new and different change in our lives.
There has been a few discussions with some of my friends in my life about dating. It has been over 3 years and I have dated. I just don't know if it is going to really happen for me once more. I want it to but I just wonder if it is going to happen for me once more. I am still young and would love to have more than one child in my home. I am not saying that I am not totally happy in my life. It is just that I do not feel complete in it. I feel like there is more for me to have and do. Some of those things mean that I would need to get remarried. I want to do the things that God wants me to do. I am trying so hard to follow his path for me. I know that getting my Master's degree is the right thing for me. That I am going to do wonderful things as a MFT. I can't wait to start that part of my life and begin doing therapy with families. To help bring about changes that will make other peoples lives better.
Lastly I want to say THANK YOU to all my wonderful friends and family. You all have done so many wonderful things for me. I feel so very, very blessed to know you all and have you in our lives. So many of you are always so willing to help my son and I. I know many of you pray for us and that we are in your thoughts and prayers. God has put you all in my life because I need you all. Each of you in many different ways. I just want you to all know how grateful I am for each and everyone of you in my life.
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