Thursday, September 23, 2010
I need something.....
I usually try to be very positive, remember my blessing, and stay positive but right now I am not. I am just emotionally on empty right now. I am frustrated at my job, I have homework coming out my ears, and I am getting more loaded on me at Pracitcum. Right now I just feel like I can't take this for much longer. Yet, then I remember that this is in part my fault. I took on more classes than they thought I should so that I would not have to waste a year doing nothing but waiting for them to offer one class. So how much can I complain for being on empty when in part it is my own doing. I just need it to be Oct 14 a lot sooner than it will be. That weekend might just be a great weekend of fun activities. Also then two classes will be done and a 3rd almost done. That will help out a lot. I guess I know what I need I just need to move things around so I can make some time at the temple. Its been longer then it should of been since I have been. I believe not only is God telling I need to go but so is my spirit and body. It just would help me process this all better. I am hoping to go Friday before conference and miss pracitcum that day so I can go while Dallin is at daycare. Anyone want to come along who can if I can get it all worked out to be able to go? I am thinking the 3pm session at Mt Timp. Email at comicman444@msn.com if you want to come along. Hugs and thanks for letting me process it all out.
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