Everyone seems to think they know me. Yet, when they say this and then explain I think. "No that is not what I think or really feel." I guess right now my actions are speaking pretty loud and they aren't following in line with who I am or at least who I am. I guess this goes in session with who I am right now. I am someone who is learning each day more about me and who I want to be. I am growing and becoming who I should be. I know its a never ending lesson that I am having to learn.
Right now I am wondering if the site I am at for my practicum is the right site for me? I just don't feel that I fit in like I want to in therapy. Its not working with families like I want to do and feel I am best at. It's so hard because I don't know if I am growing the way that I want to grow. I feel that I need to be doing something else and more. I don't know its just not feeling right with me. The only time I feel really at home is when I am in my family sessions. Yet, those are just ending now cause my client took off and is no longer my client now. So now I am really worried about how I am going to get all the hours that I need. I guess I am going to have to look some more and get a few more options.
I am being blessed in my life and I know that Lord is watching over me and my son. I have been praying so hard and right now some of those prayers are being answered. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve the blessing that I receive but I am so grateful and blessed to have them.
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