Wednesday, April 6, 2011

On my mind.

I have a lot of things going through my head right now.  There is a big part of me that is ready to move on with my life.  The problem with this?  I am not fully done with my degree and I do not yet have a job.  I feel like good things are coming my way but the problem is that they ALL are on hold until school is done and mostly until I have a job.  There is part of me that feels ready to date and be serious about it. Yet the problem with that is that I do not know fully where I will be once I have a job.  Right now one of the best things going for me is that I can go ANYWHERE for a job.  I don't have ties, family, spouse, or any of those things that people stay for in my life right now.  So how do you move forward in your life when something as simple as finishing your degree and getting a job is holding you back?  I am sure this is all just a timing thing.  That when the blessings I see coming into my life will be there but it is still a "just not yet" idea.  I still have a few months to think, ponder, and pray about where I should go next.  Tomorrow night I am going to the Mt. Timp temple.  Maybe while I am there I will have a answer or two about the things that are on my mind.  I have to say right now I am thinking about things that I didn't even know I wanted to think about or even that I wanted in my life.  Guess it is just time for some process, process, process..... ;)

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  1. you wrote on my aunts post in december (themckellspot.blogspot.com). it was a post telling everyone that she got the news that she had a week- 6 months to live. She passed away a week and one day ago her funeral was this last weekend. I just wanted to tell you I appreciate the kind words you wrote on her blog and the supportive hand you offered her. I don't know if she ever emailed you. Her health got worse and worse every day after Christmas so I doubt she got back to you but, i can tell you that i know her and that she appreciated your words. I went through your blog and saw that you have your own struggles and heart ache. I wish you the best and that through Christ's atonement your aching heart can start to feel better.

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